I know it's been a while, but I just wanted to check in on the wiki again, and I saw you were leaving. At first I was kinda confused and a little worried, but as I read your blog and thought a little more, your decision made more sense. As a matter of fact, I think that your feeling is quote similar to how I've felt for about the last year.
I admit, I've often been preoccupied with popularity and some yearning for love- not that kind of cheap, fabricated love, but a real, authentic bond and respect. I've always wanted to be everyone's hero, to be the person that people turn to when they need help, or need comfort, but I'm afraid that I've rarely ever been that. I have a dark and offensive sense of humor, and I have a tendency to say things I probably shouldn't, and that turns a lot of people who I really like and look up to against me; it also doesn't really help that I'm not very good at apologies.
Throughout the past year, I've finally started to feel a little less lonely, and to finally feel like I'd gotten a grip on life. I made friends and became pretty popular among my (admittedly small) school. I decided that the pretend happiness I felt online wasn't really there, and I started turning my focus towards reality a little more.
I also admit that I was remarkably depressed last year, and I feel that my online personality was a good cause of that. I tried to be as perfect of a person as I could on here that I almost neglected to be a good person in the real world.
And so I finally decided to change.
Though things aren't perfect now, they are getting better, and I'm trying everyday to be a better person.
I wrote this to tell you that the real world is a beautiful place, and I absolutely applaud your decision to live it a little more. Life is worth living, and I'm glad that you're living it.
Anyways, I just wanted to wish you good luck and a nice farewell. I hope your life is as grand as you want it to be, and I hope that you reach every dream you set.
I really will remember you, and I hope you know that there are plenty of other people who will too. You were still my friend, even after some of the more... controversial stands I took, and I'll always remember that. You left your mark on me and so many others, and I know that you'll never be forgotten.
Now then, I think I need to go take a bath before I cry.
My sonas & namesake characters drew you up a card! While there's nothing actually written in it aside from names, hopefully it still comes off as me appreciating you and everything you do. Keep up the great work, I'm proud of you!
He seems like a very interesting character, and I want to take his obbsession to a new level. I was thinking maybe he would want to look like a Silkwing. He could study Silkwing's skin- *coughs* scale cells to see how he could get his scales to be that color. He could also team up with a scientist because he might need some proffesional help.
Another idea is to give him a love interest that's a Silkwing. And I know it's difficult for him to have long term relationships with Silkwings but I think this dragon could be different(like Hesper) and maybe he could stop collecting parts for a moment, making lot's of dragons confused, maybe worried.. (for this scheme I want him to do something that would shock lots of dragons.)
Anyway, those are some ideas I have for him for now, I'm currently thinking of new ones!
Hmm Ill give you a slide, considering you gave me a sona rather than an original OC. But I see that you are very innovative with stories and can write them out really well, so kudos to that!
I currently like the ideas you came up with them. I appreciate that you want to add more to his ideas whereas I just stopped at the surface idea. Very wicked and creative, and Im excited to see what he would become in your hands
Ptery is yours! Just remove my content category and the adoptable category, and then add your content category. He is yours to develop! Enjoy :)
Hi! I know you don't really want any stuff, but I'd like you to let me know what OC you want for your headshot and Jada (I noticed you don't want any FRs, so I'll refrain from making you one unless it's okay with you).
I messaged you for your input so I could inform Limey. Now that you mention it though, it would probably be best for you to talk to them yourself. None of this triangulation stuff. But I am starting on the headshot as we speak, so that's good.
Happy New Year! Did Limey ever get back to you with the Jada of Lindbloom?Asking because it's been a few weeks and I decided to go ahead and make one anyway--I just recently found the full set of blackline Jadas and am now addicted to filling them in.
you won an icon slot from my christmas raffle ^^ did you want to use it for the character you entered, or for one of you own? :0 and, did you want a specific background? (ie. pride flag/colors, solid bg, etc.)
also how are you? i also wanted to mention that your newest comment thread is very lovely, and im excited to see what comes of it :D!!!
Im not sure if I can provide critique, but I do indeed have reasons why I asked for her to be placed 1st (and she did)! Again, concerning with the critique, Ill consider her up to you, as the contest ended and now you can do whatever ya want!! With regards, Im always welcome to read over again and provide a critique at my best