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she/they/xe • mud/rain • aro/ace • infp-t
lupa's dragonsona!
appearance:
- mudwing colouration and features, mostly rainwing physique
- a bit chubbier than a typical rainwing
- fairly large brown stripes running down her body
- can change their tone and brightness but not their colour
- little beige-colored freckles across her back
- strange eyes
- mostly grey-green-blue but with an amber ring around the pupil
- fairly prehensile tail
- can't spit venom or breathe fire
- really terrible posture, back is curved in
coloration similar to this
personality:
- nervous wreck
- has diagnosed OCD
- mainly intrusive thoughts and rituals, but also has a fear of contamination
- when she's stressed it gets more intense
- worries constantly
- one of the things she worries a lot about is what others think of her
- she worries that she's not good enough in comparison to others
- has a reputation as 'the smart kid'
- tried to dissuade this because the only thing she's outstanding at is literacy-based things
- despite this the reputation persisted
- so she worries about keeping this reputation as it's the only thing that really defines her
- tried to dissuade this because the only thing she's outstanding at is literacy-based things
- good at spelling due to her memory for words
- unfortunately she has a memory for words and not much else
- kinda a huge dork
- compares herself to others and unconsciously tries to act like them
- she very much dislikes this habit
- constantly overthinks her actions and second-guesses herself
- hates to make others mad
- dislikes starting fights
- rarely holds grudges, believes in second chances
- very much a pushover
- sets very high standards for herself and gets upset if she doesnt meet them
- tends to cry a lot
- creature of habit, dislikes change and much prefers stability and certainty
- absolutely hates pressure
- when she's sad she's really quiet and reclusive
- when she's angry she tends to lash out at dragons
- gets very emotional
- sentimental as heck
- fidgety
- very irrational
trivia/random:
- 75% of her brainspace is occupied by songs from musicals
- reads way too much than is probably healthy for anyone
- orientation? whats that lmaooo
- talks either too much or not at all theres no in between
- the only time she Speaks Words is when she's around dragons she's comfortable with
- and then she'll go off on a tangent talking about something ultimately pointless and confusing
- and then she'll realize oh heck im speaking nonsense
- and then she'll shut up and be very embarrassed for like an hour
- the only time she Speaks Words is when she's around dragons she's comfortable with
- likes to think shes chaotic neutral but is probably neutral good
- mirrors that aren't in use freak her out and she has no idea why
- not subtle at all in any situation ever
- gets cold ridiculously easy, probably due to her mudwing heritage
- and, actually, her rainwing heritage too since they're used to the rainforest
- the only thing she's ever had a crush on is formatting
- can rant to you about fonts for 2 hours
- will rant to you about fonts for 2 hours
- has a tendency to assume the worst
- likes decluttering but also can't throw stuff away
- "what if i need this random object someday? what will i do then?"
- her brain is finely tuned to extract fandom references from anything
- even if it's not a reference she'll assume it is
- wants to get stuff done but also can't be heckin bothered
- headphones give her a sense of safety and seclusion
- because of this she'll be closing her eyes, dancing in her chair, and singing along to a song that only she can hear
- in public
- makes random noises with her mouth